Friday, May 30, 2008
wow!.. super tired... just got some time before i slp to have some post....
i have been workin for this few days... from morning till nite... dame super tired... but luckly the job is not so tough... just need need to do some checkin on the products only... this few days i also did not have enough slp... need to wake up early in the morning & slp late at nite... sian... not time to catch up with my studies and meet my 2689 bros... and other frens... not time to go out too.. sian ah!
nvm.. after 2 more weeks of work.. when i stop... i will have some self study as well as gettin my pay & do some shoppin to treat myself for workin so hard... hahax.. this is call first cum bitter den cum sweetness...
kk... i tired liao... wan to go slp liao... nites!
Labels: thinkin of enjoyment, while workin... hiax...
12:38 AM
Monday, May 26, 2008
hi my follow frens...! i have not been blogging for a long time liao... hahax... i am back to 2689 liao...
this few weeks is like doin nth lor.. but also dun noe why my $ spend so fast... is holiday liao... i am goin to work on this cumin tues.... so poor thing rite... hiax.. but for the sick of $, i need and must work...
beside workin during my holiday... i am also goin BATAM on the 7 of jun... and MUAR, MALAYSIA on 21 jun.... maybe goin Genting also (not confirm)... same thing, i am goin wif my 2689 members.... it will surly be a very fun trip... i lookin forward...
next... ytd i went to kah hao birthday party... we went there for some BBQ... during the party, i had lots of fun & laughter... especially the part when i say that cus of SHI CHUAN earthquick was cus by vivian hang.... becus of her RONG SONG problem... the meat from her arm actually shaked or vibrated so much, and so strong that it hit the walls of buildings... hence cuses many buildings to collapse... wow! secondly... actually there r not many children who die.. it is just becus on way the children r running for their life... the meat from vivian hang' arm actually shaked n vibrate so hard that it hit many children n cuses many death... oh wad a pity... hahax...
ok! that all i have to blog today... bye!
Labels: feel so for vivian hang...
12:24 AM
Sunday, May 4, 2008
ytd afternoon one send me a mgs that i should reconsider of stayin in 2689... i den reply him that i need time to think....
den nite time, i went drinking at kah hao's hm... i drunk almost half of the BACADI... den i was drunk n do dun wad i was doin... when i woke up in the morning... i checked my hp n found that when i was drunk, i actually msg all my ex-2689 members something...
i den realised that i just simply cant let go this brothership... althought i forced myself to do so... they relpy me that 2689 will be foever lasting...
i den ask myslef a question, should i go back to the 2689? or to stay alone n not to contact anyone in 2689 anymore... i just need to give myself some time to think n make the rite decision... hope my brothers will understand me...
Labels: just being confused...
9:24 AM
Friday, May 2, 2008
this are my last words to all my 2689 brothers...
dun feel sad when i leave ur... i will also feel sad too... i have no choice too... this maybe fate... wad have to go has to go... forcing will not have happiness... i will really miss all of u... the time we went to chalet, kbox, sentosa, clubing, duston hill, escape, playin pool tgt, golf n white bar etc... all of this memorable n gd time that i had, i will never forget...
last song for my bros:
all my best memories cum back clearly to me, some can even make me cry...
just like before... its ytd once more...farewell my 2689 brothers!
Labels: memories will always stay in my heart...
1:38 PM
in this two days... i had tot through myself n had cum out with a decision... i tot to leave my 2689 brothers... i felt that they r more n more 'pai chi' me n r givin me cold shoulder... one even not replyin me at all... i am pardon towards one... but is to late to make things back nw... wad has happen had happened...
on the 2nd of May, i had held a BBQ at westcoast park... n i had informed all of them including the one.. again one did not reply... i felt sad n wasted towards this brothership... this maybe the last time that i have with my 2689 brothers... i felt that i am no longer fit to be 2689 anymore... i choose to leave them... i am very sad yet has no choice... i will miss them... i will rmb the time i spent with them n our happy moments... especially the dec chalet... for the last time: 2689 HUAT AH!.....
Labels: the thing i done had made me regrated... but everything is too late...
1:08 AM
Thursday, May 1, 2008
today i am feelin lost n extremly sad.. as on 30 April 2008, 10.28pm... one of my 2689 members ask me not to contact him anymore due to some probs... just like this, one brother has leave me... i am so lost nw... everything is like goin wrong in my life...
i really treasure this brothership, but no matter hw i explain myself... he still choose not to reply me... i really dun noe wad more can i do to get back this bro-ship... i have started to hate myself... i will isolate myself this few days from all ppl to do some reflections.... pls pardon me if i did not reply any of the sms or calls...
Labels: i am ending life soon... takecare...
5:12 AM
